No words but please God don't let it be like our last pregnancy ultra sound. I can't bare to have another moment of complete silence from the doctor looking for life. I can't have the swimming through water, not being able to breathe moment. I can't have the world standing still, Grumps trying to console and me falling apart. I NEED to see life!
I hate how my world is tainted. I hate how it has been touched with death and wait and uncertainty before. Why can't the world be roses?
I live for a pregnancy sign. I live for feeling sick. I smile when I feel puky. I cheer when I can't eat another bite. No complaining. I need those moments.
Tomorrow I HAVE to see life! God you have to hold me tight. It has to be okay.
Monday, December 01, 2008
On the Eve
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Hoping and praying with you...
I'll hold you in my thoughts until you post again. Wishing, hoping and praying that you have a wonderful ultrasound.
I'll be wishing, hoping, praying, begging, WILLING everything to go perfectly tomorrow. I'll be holding my breath until I hear from you.
I'll be praying and keeping my fingers crossed. Good luck tomorrow.
I'm praying. I'm calling Grandma right now so she can get the nuns on it too. :) Seriously. Love you, and Grumps too! I'm driving all day tomorrow, so I may be calling D for updates....
I will be thinking about you all day today! praying so hard!
Love you..Angela
Thinking of you today.
I am holding my breath with you
Thinking of you, holding my breath, and crossing everything!
I am praying for you today!!! I pray that you will see life growing inside of you.
Thinking of you... I can't wait to hear the good news.
xxx
Thinking of you and Grumps this morning.
LOVE YOU!!!!!
I smile as I read this blog :) I was so nervous any day that I didn't feel sick, and was constantly "checking" my boobs for tenderness. I embraced all things morning sickness.
I smile because I totally know.
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