Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Don't Hate Me!

Every day I think about posting an update. There have even been times I actually open blogger. Here is the reason why... TIRED! I get up TIRED! I go to work TIRED! I come home EXHAUSTED! I quickly check email and facebook and then close up for the evening.

I don't think I have ever felt like this before in my life. You think when you go to bed you are in heaven. Bed is the best place ever. Of course I wake up a million times in the night but still get many hours of sleep. When I wake up I hope to feel that rested feeling. Nope, it is the feeling of never sleeping. So my lack of posting has nothing to do with anything but being so tired.

Today I am at 12 weeks. PRAISE GOD! I live for Wednesdays! My belly has popped just a little bit. I thought I would be much bigger but because food wasn't my friend I lost weight. The babies are beyond perfect. I have seen their little selves many times. I have more pictures than I know what to do with. I am not complaining. I love every one of them.

I daily pray for my little ones to LIVE LIVE LIVE! Over the weekend I had some bleeding and eventually passed a clot. I could not let my thoughts go to any place but LIFE! After 3 u/s they little ones are still perfect.

Thanks for the emails and sweet thoughts. Your prayers are also greatly appreciated. We live every day with awe and amazement. We are beyond blessed!

22 comments:

Meghan said...

What a scary weekend for you! So glad all is well with the babies. And may you be blessed with the mythical second trimester energy burst!

Jojo said...

YAY!!! I'm so thrilled for you!! Tiredness does ease up hon.. just wait a few more weeks.
Get your rest, put up your feet.... and enjoy.

Curly said...

Love you and those little babies so much. Tired sucks, but it is so worth it!

Nikole said...

So, so glad that everything is okay. Rest well, sweets.

snapshots said...

Praise God!! Thinkin' about you tons and wishing I could be there to see your tummy pop. Okay that sounds funny, but you know what I mean.

bibliophile said...

This is wonderful news! I've been praying in your blog break that everything was OK.

Bean said...

So happy to read that things are all OK, but sorry you had to have a scary weekend. Hoping the exhaustion abates soon!

Somewhat Ordinary said...

Glad to hear things are ok! I can't believe it has been 12 weeks!!!!

In Search of Morning Sickness said...

I am SOOOOO sorry about the bleeding but SOOOO grateful that it wasn't anything bad. You have such a great attitude, HOORAY for 12 weeks and into the 2nd trimester!!! I am so happy for you! It's ok that you're not updating, we understand the exhaustion. Just take care of yourself and that baby!

LJ said...

Yay for the second trimester!

FattyPants said...

No one hates you and thanks for updating! Glad you and your two passengers are okay. Happy new year.

Heather said...

I have been out of touch for a few months and was ecstatic to find out your news last week when I read your blog. Congratulations! I have been praying and holding my breath since then, hoping for more good news, which I was so happy to read about this morning. What a scary thing to experience with the bleeding! I didn't know, but God knew as I prayed. I'm so glad He's kept all of you safe. Those babies are sucking every bit of energy from you. Already, you are their mother, taking care of their every need. If you get some energy back, we'd love to see a picture of your little miracles! Love you so much,

From forever ago, your Friend,
Heather

Fertilized said...

Glad to hear that everything turned out just fine this weekend.

Thinking of you

Sheryl said...

OMG Sunny... TWINS!!! I'm soooo happy for you!!! I haven't been caught up on my blog reading for awhile and I was so excited to read your last few posts.

Congratulations :)

Greg and Heather said...

Twins! How exciting! You will be in my prayers!!!


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The Fawleys said...

Yeah for the babies!! I am so glad they are growing and growing. I continue to pray for you daily and think of you often. Love you!!

Melissa said...

So glad to find out my "no news is good news" suspicion was correct! Take good care of yourself and the babes, and update when you can!

Trish said...

glad everything is progressing.
No more bleeding!

laura said...

wow - this is fabulous! I haven't checked in in so very long, and what thrilling news. You hung in there, and look at these incredible lives. Congratulations!

niobe said...

You're in my thoughts and prayers.

'Drinna said...

Wow!! Congratulations, Sunny!! I have been out of touch for a while, too, and so happy to read about your double blessing!! Praise God! I'll be praying for you--for a healthy pregnancy and happy, healthy, beautiful and intelligent babies!! Yay!!

Wordgirl said...

I always check in every so often and think of you --

I'm thinking of you and sending love,

Pam