Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Kyle XY

It has been awhile. Once again I find myself exhausted when I get home. Teaching and waddling along takes lots of energy.

Back to my title... If you have watched Kyle XY you will know Kyle is missing something on his body. Any guesses? Yep, his belly button. Mine is GONE! I rubbed my belly today and it felt weird. I then realized I didn't have a belly button anymore. It made me laugh and then made me make everyone around me feel. I know soon it will pop out in a very scary way especially since I am on 23 weeks.

This past week would have been my angels birthday. Healing has taken place because I didn't remember the day. I actually had to go back through my blog to find it. I knew the week but not the day. Each day as I felt these little lives move I thought of my sweet angel baby. 'She' would have been 2. Still breaks my heart. BUT I am pretty sure if we had our little one we wouldn't be having these two miracles. It is just hard all around. The bottom line, I am blessed.

I have my first shower on Friday. I NEVER thought it would be my time. I actually feel guilty and scared about it all. I know MANY who deserve this more. Every day I wake up and have to remind myself I am pregnant. This is real. I still can't wrap my mind around it. Along with the fear of the shower, the nursery is up and under construction. Baby clothes are coming in. I got the bedding in yesterday. One day little ones will be living in there. I can barely go in the room. I am totally whacked!

Back to the belly... I can't wait for warmer weather so I can start wearing dresses. My clothes are starting to get small again. This belly is taking over. I don't remember life without it. I might waddle. My clothes might be limited. But I am in love with this belly and the life that lives inside.

18 comments:

Anonymous said...

Kyle XY has been canceled and there is a campaign to try and save it by moving it to another network. If you love Kyle like we do, please join us in writing letters to ABC Studios and other networks. The addresses are at savekylexy.com. Thanks!

KE II said...

Oh it's so exciting, I'm so thrilled to hear how happy you are feeling. What an amazing gift from God hey to have life growing inside you, and what an incredible feeling it is. I want to see the bump!! Blessings.

laura said...

"I know MANY who deserve this more." ..

Oh, no, my dear. I think you top this list, as do all the women who have gone through so much in the quest to have a child. Do not discount yourself :-)

And dresses... are the best thing ever when pregnant with twins... pregnant at all, really. Throw on a pair of shoes and you're out the door.

I'd love to see a belly picture, too!

Somewhat Ordinary said...

Belly pictures, pleeeeaasse!

I Believe in Miracles said...

I love this phrase: "I am in love with this belly and the life that lives inside"

So true. You are going to be a cute waddling preggo lady!!

Shelby said...

I'm tearing up right now. You sooo deserve this Sunny! I'm so excited for you, and can't wait to give you hugs.

BTW- where are the belly pics?!!

Meghan said...

I totally get thinking you don't deserve this and not believing its your turn...I still feel that way every morning. But..I'm here to tell you that you SOOOOOO deserve this. I so hope I get a chance to see your cute pregnant belly in person!

Curly said...

Love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DrDeb said...

CONGRATULATIONS!!! It's wonderful that you're already networking with other women, which I think is essential for all moms. Motherhood is the greatest blessing ever -- a grand adventure every day -- but societal pressure is an occupational hazard! This article tackles that topic from a spiritual perspective:

A grand adventure for momsAgain, congratulations -- we waited for our miracle, too, and our little baby girl is worth every moment of the wait. :-)

Bev said...

Have you thought of getting a belly cast done? I've seen some beautiful belly casts. Just an idea for you!

FattyPants said...

I heard the babies are here! Please update with pictures as soon as you can. Praying for a smoothe delivery and fast recovery for all three of you.

Lavender Luz said...

CONGRATULATIONS!

Amanda said...

I know how busy your life is now with the arrival of your two little miracles. CONGRATULATIONS!!!! I hope you're all safe and happy and healthy and doing well!

areyoukiddingme said...

Congratulations! I hope all is well.

Thalia said...

congratulations on the new arrivals

Meghan said...

Just wanted to say congrats again. Maybe your secratery could post here too??

Keeping all 4 of your in my prayers. Can't wait to meet the babes

Christy said...

I'm just nearly beside myself waiting for an update . . . will you ever post again? Please, please, please?

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