Saturday, February 03, 2007

Searching

I was playing around tonight searching for my blog on the internet. It wasn't too long ago that I didn't have many links. Okay I still really don't compared to the big bloggers. But I did find this beautiful post. I had no idea that someone blogged about me. It moved me to tears.

She was blogging about the 4 top blog moments of the week of November 3rd. I was one of them.

And ending with a beautiful post about loss...My Journey Towards My Little Miracle has two posts this week about the aftermath. I was holding my breath towards the end: "the silence in the room when we didn't see the flicker of life. The look on my doctors face. Feeling like I was underwater and in slow motion as my doctor explained that our baby was gone." And smiled through the earlier memories of "the day I began to crave sweets again. When I always needed a nap and this one day I wasn't even tired." I'm so sorry, Sunny. These were gorgeous posts. I wish you were pulling out maternity clothes too.

WOW reliving those few moments took my breath away and brought the tears that have been gone for so long.

3 comments:

Curly Mommy said...

Wow is right!

Anonymous said...

If you aren't already, you may want to check out this blog:

http://karaokediva.blogdns.com/

I read both of you and you are both going through the exact same thing. It may help. Hang in there, my dear.

Karaoke Diva said...

Thank you for visiting my site and leaving such a sweet comment! (and thanks to anonymous for recommending me!) This club certainly does suck, but I have discovered so many cool people that are so supportive of each other in the m/c club. We can help each other get through this one day at a time.