Saturday, January 12, 2008

Shooting Up!

Just this past week I had my little love affair with the little C pill. I am glad to say we are done with each other for this month. I still feel her effects but I guess that is a good thing. Tonight my love affair began with a new lover, the needle and Big F!

All day I have been anticipating our little dance we would have. The getting used to each other all over again. It has been awhile since we went on this ride. I had butterflies. I am not sure if they were from excitement or from fear. Maybe a little of both. What if I screwed it all up?

I finally stopped the countdown and just went for the plunge. I pulled everything out of the box. Washed my hands. Wiped my belly. Put the BIG needle on. Mixed the shot. Changed the needle. Got the air out. Prayed over the whole process, hoping for a miracle.

It all felt like a first kiss or seeing an old boy friend after a long time. Nervous, excited and then BAM! I grabbed my fat and stuck myself quickly. I forgot how much it stings and takes forever to go in. But when I finished and put my little needle into my beautiful red 'bottle' I had that feeling, the rush of going for it. It felt good.

Now lets hope Little C and Big F create beautiful sized follicles that will produce lovely eggs. Here's to Mondays u/s.

11 comments:

JJ said...

Cheering for GREAT things at monday's ultra sound!

Lori said...

Work your magic, C and F!

Leah said...

Yay C and F. Now let's make a B! Okay, I'm a dork but you already knew that. I've got all my fingers and toes crossed for Monday's u/s.

The Town Criers said...

Oooh, good for you! That first shot after a long break is so hard. And you did it! Good luck with the u/s tomorrow.

Meghan said...

Come on Big F!!!! Work your magic!

Good luck with tomorrow's u/s

Bean said...

My fingers are crossed. Congrats for making over the needle hurdle. :)

Christyna said...

my fingers are crossed!! Good Luck!

Melissa said...

Good luck with the u/s!

LJ said...

Wow -so exciting to have you cycling again!!

In and Out of Luck said...

Go C and F! Good luck with the U/S.

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