Wednesday, January 30, 2008

The Let Down

You can all stop holding your breath! It was a negative. I pretty much knew it would be since cramps have been my best friend. Gotta love the warning!

Grumps did take the phone call for me. It felt good knowing I didn't have a call waiting for me in my voicemail at work. When I called him to find out the results I could hear it in his voice. He said it was the worst call ever. It made him feel so awful when they start with, Hello, may I speak to .... I just wanted to let you know... in a very sad voice.... that it is a negative. YUCK! BUT Grumps said he was glad he could do that for me. He would do it every time. LOVE YOU!

They believe the reason for it not working (whatever they have no clue) is because my lining was so thin. No more Clomid and the Big G for me! Onto all injections. YIPEE!!! So my cycle should start on Friday and we will start this crazy ride all over again.

Onto better things, going for wings and beer! I can't stop singing, There's a tear in my beer!!!

Thank you for cheering me on and being there for me this month! Here's to more fun next time!

My next post will be all about stupid people! I know you can't wait!!!

Oh one more thing, there is another pregnant person at work! LOVE IT!

25 comments:

FattyPants said...

Shit. I'm sorry about the negative. Grumps is a good man for taking the call for you. I just know injectables will be it for you.

Shelby said...

Crap! I'm so sorry for the negative. But I'm glad they have a good plan for moving forward. Hugs!! Enjoy your wings and beer! Yum!

tracey said...

Sorry the news was craptastic. Cheers for Trent steeping up and taking the hit for you. Here's to next month.

Beagle said...

Damn. Sorry. Tell your hubby we all think he's great.

Will look forward to the stupid people post . . . they are a plentiful!

JJ said...

Im so sorry Sunny--like you said, I WISH we lived closer--I would LOVE to share a few beers with you tonight ;)
Rain check?

You all are SO close to getting the perfect combination--I have a feeling it's not far off at all...

Hugs to you!

Meghan said...

Well that just sucks! I'm so sorry. And I'm sorry that Grumps got to experience just how awful that phone call is (although it was wonderful of him to take it)

Enjoy your wings and beer! And I'm glad there's a plan moving forward...no more Clomid for you

oh...and I can not believe someone else at your work is pregnant. That school is going to have to shut down to cover all that leave!!!

LJ said...

Bugger! That just fucking sucks. I'm sorry sweets. We'll have to go a boozin' when my 2ww is done for.

In and Out of Luck said...

Fuck. That sucks. I am crossing fingers for the next cycle: I also got negatives on my clomid and clomid IUI cycles because of the thin lining (despite the blue and yellow pills), but when they switched me to injectibles, the result was different and I pray it will be for you too. Hugs.

Lori said...

Well, at least there's beer and wings, right?

So sorry, Sunny. This sounds like a rough day.

Sending a hug...

Lea Bee said...

awww, sunny, i'm so sorry for the BFN. it truly isn't fair. i hope you are having many many beers today.

wilkefamily said...

Sunny, I'm so sorry! My heart hurts for you. :( I'm glad Grumps was there for you in just the right way. Clomid + IUI (x2) didn't work for me either (thinned my lining too)... I'm feeling good about injects for you. Fingers crossed!!!

The Town Criers said...

I'm sorry, sweetie.

Leah said...

Oh Sunny, I am so sad for you. I just don't understand, it's so unfair. Probably the only thing even more unfair than a negative this cycle is yet ANOTHER flippin' pregnant person at your work. I mean, seriously?!?

I'm glad they are changing your protocol, hopefully injectibles will be the ticket to success for you.

Monica said...

I'm sorry it wasn't the call you were hoping for. I'm glad Dh answered the call instead of you. Hoping that a good call is around the corner.

kellg said...

I'm so sorry. Praying for better news next month. Will be thinking of you. Good luck with the shots. (It's not that bad!)

deanna said...

Sweetie, I'm so sorry.

Very much hoping that the new shots will be just the thing. Thinking of you.

DD said...

Even though I'm glad you get to kick the clomid to the curb, I would have been much happier if the test had been positive (as I'm sure both of you do, too).

Wishing you a fluffier lining the next time around.

Jendeis said...

Sucks about the negative, but Grumps and wings are both awesome.

Q said...

I'm so sorry. Grumps is wonderful, though.

Sending hugs your way!

PCOSMama said...

So Sorry! Hope the injectable meds work the same miracles for you they did for me! Great lining, great follicles, beautiful babies! Good luck!

Curly said...

I'm so sorry. I'm glad you have a plan for next month.

Chris said...

Oh I had such high hopes for you this time! But you and your "can do" attitude just, quite simply, ROCK. Enjoy a few drinks this weekend. Oh, and Grumps is completely awesome too.

Dreamer4agift said...

Ugh, I'm sorry about the neg, Sunny. But I AM glad that you got some kind of positive out it...I'll be starting injectibles in March, so here's crossing fingers that we'll get better results in the next few mths!

Pamela Jeanne said...

My apologies for being late to weigh in here. I read your latest post with a heavy heart. I've written a post that has "stupid people" written all over it. I hope you get a giggle out of it. Thinking of you...

Wordgirl said...

Oh boo.

I'm sorry. I'm still here -- just quiet in my comments...but thinking of you.

Pam