Monday, September 15, 2008

It has been confirmed...

I got the call this afternoon after my beta. It is a true negative.

I am still numb but fine. You know, you stay grounded during it all ready for this moment of disappointment.

I have questions for my doctor.

Thanks for being there along the road. We aren't sure if we will transfer our little frozen embryo next or do one more fresh ivf. The plan right now is beer and wings tomorrow with friends.

23 comments:

Rose C said...

No, No, No.

This sounds so stupid, but I knew this month was the month.

LJ said...

Well fuck. I am happy to come to Virginia for drinks whenever you want.

Lori said...

Praying for you, Sunny

Jendeis said...

I'm so sorry honey. What's on the table? Ranch or blue cheese? I think blue cheese can only be used at particular moments, but ranch is universal.

~Laura~ said...

I love you! You call me if you need to chat.

missm said...

I'm praying for you too, Sunny. This sucks!

Twice Blessed said...

Sunny.. I have no words.. I'm so sorry. This really sucks! Take care of yourself and enjoy the wings.

Joannah said...

I'm sorry.

Kelly said...

I want to come for beer and wings and to give you a big hug! My prayers are for you and Grumps. I'm sorry Sunny.

PCOSMama said...

I'm so sorry! :(

Meghan said...

Well that just sucks. Keeping you guys in my thoughts

JJ said...

Sunny, my whole heart is with you today--thinking and praying for you.

Karen said...

I'm sorry, honey.

Lollipop Goldstein said...

I'm so sorry, sweetie.

Alli said...

Thinking of you.

nancy said...

~hugs~. I'm so sorry.

nikole said...

I'm so sorry.

Jen said...

I am so sorry. I wish the world was fair.

Melissa said...

Sorry that this time wasn't THE time. Praying for you.

Shelby said...

Damn!! I'm so sorry honey. I'm up for loads of wine and tears if you need it. Sending lots of hugs and prayers.

beagle said...

I'm so sorry.

Cathleen said...

I am so sorry. Hugs.

Lisa said...

I am sorry to hear about the negative. Hang in there and know that I am thinking about you and sending you lots of Baby Dust!!