Sunday, September 14, 2008

Weak

I was weak this morning. I caved and tested. I had discovered one test left from a long time ago. As I peed on the stick I was hoping for good things but really expecting the worse. I have been super crampy.

Well... It was negative. I still have my beta on Tuesday but it is over. I hate that there isn't relief in knowing.

20 comments:

LJ said...

What the crap??? That's so not cool. I am so SO sorry.

Lori said...

Oh, Sunny, that is so sad. I really don't know what to say, except I've been praying and praying. I'll keep praying for you. I'll keep hoping for a false negative. I wouldn't have been able to resist testing either. Love you!

Curly said...

Oh, I'm so sorry. That stinks! I would not have been able to resist testing either. I'm praying for peace and comfort for you today. Love you.

Leah said...

Oh Sunny, I'm so freakin' sorry. You know I'm a pee stick junkie so I don't blame you one bit for caving. I just wish that the outcome had been very, very different. Much love and hugs to you. xo

PCOSMama said...

I would have tested too. So sorry to hear the results! I will be praying for a false negative also!

missm said...

That sucks!!! I'm gonna pray for a false negative too. That that dang stick was expired and messed up your results. Wishing you tons of peace, hope, faith and love.

Isn't it pretty to think so said...

so so sorry. i wish it had been different...

Carrie said...

Hoping you have a late one. It is still horrible. To have to go through all of this and then the waiting. I just think it is all so unfair.

Thinking of you x

Meghan said...

oh that is not what I was hoping for when I saw you posted. I'm so sorry--that just sucks. Thinking of you and grumps

Debby said...

you know i share your tears and your heartache. I really do. This just suck, suck, sucks.

And....I have a dump cake in the oven that I'm bringing to your doorstep shortly. :-)

Corn Child said...

Hang on, honey, you still have two more days 'til beta.

On the other hand, I'm so sorry about your negative pee stick.

Jen said...

I'm sorry. That sucks.

Shelby said...

Crap. I'm so sorry for the neg test. I'm still holding out hope though! Lots of hugs.

Karen @ Chez Perky said...

I'm sorry, honey. I never could resist testing either. I never waited for my betas ever.

Jojo said...

That really sucks.
Still praying for false negative.. it happens...

DD said...

Man, that sucks. Really, REALLY, sucks. Tuesday is still a ways a away. Long enough for things to change. I'll be thinking of you until then.

jill said...

Hugs and love.

Bean said...

That sucks. I'm soooo sorry.

Jendeis said...

Hon, I'm so sorry. That just sucks.

nikole said...

Oh, honey, I'm so sorry. I'm hoping with all my heart that it was just too early.