My mind has been running on overtime these days. I have many people on my mind in different stages of their lives. I want to be there for them, hoping that it will take the pressure off of me and my own life.
I continue to think about my job and how I am not happy in it. I made a list of likes and dislikes the other day. It was sad to see that my dislikes out weighed my likes in a huge way. I don't want to live my life like that.
Yesterday I saw one too many families. It really began to drive me nuts. Then I started to think that this just can't be normal. I think about this way too much. I can't even begin to count the number of times I think about me and my life and babies and children and not having one and never having one and.... God please make it all just STOP!
Mother's Day is only a couple of weeks away.
On a good note, Grumps and I had a GREAT time last night. Yes, truly great time. I will share more details this week.
Finally thank you friend for hanging with me tonight. I know that it was to help you feel better but it helped me even more. Thank you for helping me sort through my crazy mind and being a sounding board.
Sunday, April 23, 2006
My Mind
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3 comments:
It is normal ... totally normal to be obsessed with the one thing that you want more than anything. Or the two things. Or whatever. Don't discount yourself. You will have a baby someday.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE your blog!
And my namesake too!
WOW! Your thoughts hit me "right here".
Blessings to you!
I wish I had words to make this whole thing easier for you sunny, sadly I don't know what they are or if there are any. just know your not alone and we're out there thinking good things for you.
xxx
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