Dreams

I have been having the most disturbing dreams every night. I dream about people dying. Last night it was my neighbor and my dad.

I dream about confronting people and getting into fights. A few nights ago it was with an internet friend.

I have dreamed about being sick. Being sad. Leaving my husband and him leaving me.

The only true reason behind these messed up dreams is my lovely hormones. The sweet hormones that don't make me dry anymore. They let me sleep at night. They even out my inside temperature. They stabilize my moods. Yet they cause me to have strange dreams and dull headaches.

One day I will go back to normal. I am not sure if I remember what normal is.