Thursday, January 10, 2008

Clomid isn't Nice

I tried really heart to speak kindly to my little pill. I loved on her. Spoke to her with sweet talk. SHE IS EVIL! For some reason she just doesn't like me today. I can only hope she falls in love with me by Monday for my u/s.

This morning my insides felt like they were on fire and jumping all over the place. My hands were even shaking. With the growing anxiety building inside rage quickly took over its place. Then it ended with a nice hot flash with exhaustion.

Last time Clomid was a good girl. She just gave me little hot flashes. I can do hot flashes. I loved with them for a year on Lupron. But now she is a really bad girl. Tonight is my last night inviting little c into my 'bed'. I am ready to move onto my big man the shot!

On another note, Hugg*es reminded me I should have a 9 month old. Truly nice. I wish I could sue! If I end up with multiples I might just send them a letter demanding free diapers.

Happy Almost Friday!

9 comments:

Melissa said...

argh...I hate those automated reminders of what coulda/woulda/shoulda been.

I am praying for you that 2008 is your year!

beagle said...

Poo on huggies.

Good luck this cycle!

Sarah W. said...

Clomid gave me Andrew.....praying Clomid gives you a little one this time. I can't help but feel this is your year Sunny. Hang in there.....she can be awful, but good things are in store!

In Search of Morning Sickness said...

I'm so sorry for the evil the clomid is doing to you!!!!! I'm glad you're on your last pill....

I too get reminded by Huggies about the child I should have had. I tried to take myself off of every email list, but somehow I just got something in the mail this week... BLEH!

Lori Lavender Luz said...

Sounds like your house is very full!

Good luck, Sunny.

Lollipop Goldstein said...

It's awful, you can never get off those mailing lists.

And Clomid is an evil, evil lady.

AwkwardMoments said...

Stupid mailing lists... really..Come'On Clomid make us happy!

Pamela T. said...

Double yikes. Two tormentors in one post -- Clomid and a Huggies reminder. Sorry you had to experience both...

jill b said...

I got something from Huggies at 9 months, too... And so I REFUSE to buy their diapers! Because I assume that they should have personally known me and not sent that to me and so now they're not getting my money, gosh darnit! I'll continue my boycott on your account.