Just wanted to pop in to let everyone know that I am making it.
My days are long.
I have a cold.
Yesterday was very emotional.
I heard "How was your summer?" over 50 times.
I lied in each response.
I have a pregnant girl on my team due just a couple of weeks before I would have been.
She drove me crazy at first.
She is growing on me.
I am exhausted.
I am just coasting.
Barely making it.
I told my administration.
She was helpful and very glad that I confined in her.
I cried off and on all day yesterday.
Today I was numb.
I will make it!
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Making It
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Hello.
I came across your blog yesterday. After a long time trying for a baby, we finally tested positive and the doctors confirmed the baby was due on March 19th, 2007.
Unfortunately, during our 8th week checkup, we didn't hear the heartbeat ... I miscarried 2 weeks ago (10th week)
This week would have been the 12th week .. after which we would have proudly announced to our friends.
I can relate to every word you have written.. thank you for sharing. I also know no words can make the raw wounds feel better.. everyone tells me time will heal.
I must say though, I had the same comment regarding the pads. Only a man could have come up with 'Have a Happy Period!'
Take care!
WOW dsv, It sounds like we just experienced the same thing. I can't believe you were due the day before me and also lost your little angle at 8 weeks. I feel like we are kindred spirits.
Thank you for posting your story. Do you have a blog? I would love to keep up with you and how you are doing.
I hope you begin to have more better days as time goes on.
(((hugs)))
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